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Wake - by Cristen Brooks

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May 28, 2015

My son wakes in the night
he climbs between us in the bed says
Mama, I brought you Tigger hands me beanbag tiger warns
Be careful, he has a boo-boo

climbs under my arm head next mine on pillow

He drops back to sleep
and his breaths pull me down behind him
I dream of houses with many rooms and old friends long unseen
We were going somewhere it was only for a minute

I parked the car left him there can’t find it now

it’s a hot day and him trapped in the car I run looking, looking crying
I have to find him he’s dying right now knowing that he is suffocating

overheating in the car and I can’t find him —


wake to him pressing his head against mine on the pillow

smelling of piss sweat nutmeg not lost not harmed

 

Day bleak and gray light in the room like whey
my husband head under the blanket
my son sits up proclaims he is to be FIRST downstairs and
FIRST dressed and he will put HIS waffle in the toaster BY HIMSELF
slips to floor trots to head of stairs stops to turn says Mama, come!



Read more of Cristen Brooks' poems in the Spring 2015 edition of the Delaware Poetry Review.